that's one of my favorite songs. it's by imogen heap.
i'm so bored with life right now. maybe it's just because it's summer and i don't have anything to do except work two or three times a week at a job i absolutely hate. or maybe it's because my life really is boring. am i boring? all this extra time leaves me alone a lot and i think too much. i wish it were august.
i'm so ready to start new stuff. mississippi state sounds like so much fun. of course i've been having doubts because memphis is home to me and i'm comfortable here. but i don't have many friends here, as weird as that sounds. i made new friends when i went to northeast and i love them. i don't know what i'd do without courtney. and i wish i could see justin more, even though we're not really together.
but anyways, we had to put fred down thursday :( one of my two cats that i've had for the longest time. i sat there beside him and petted him and cried forever. i miss him so much, but he was very sick. i keep hoping that when i come home he'll be here laying on my bed as always or at the door missing me. i think i hear him sometimes too. ethel is looking for him as well, she's weirded out by her one food bowl. i don't think she likes it. hopefully this will get easier soon. he will always be remembered and missed dearly. he was a good cat.
